i wish i could be good

Visez ...


Oricat de mult doare e mereu timp sa mai jucam o sceneta .. Inca un rol in teatrul vietii , o replica , o rasuflare , un spectacol ... Suprim durerea si mai traiesc un dialog .. Fara didascalii acide sau masti colorate si nici macar costume de la Teatrul de Revista .
Traiti!




- [ confused ] Moomy, is it true that humans can be happy?
- [ bored ] Yes, dear, of course!
- But, Mommy, are you positive they can actually FEEL happiness?
- [ bored ] Yes , sweetie, of course I am!
- And.. Mommy [ scared ] do you think I'm .. ehm.. HUMAN?
- [laughing ] Don't be silly! You know you are not human at all .
- [ silence ]
[ mother is minding her own bussines ]
- [ sigh ]
- Now, honey, don't get upset ! There's no reason for you to be sad .. Why do you want to be human afterall?
- Cause, Mommy, maybe if i were human i could be .. Happy once in a while .
- [laughing ] Oh, darling , it's cruel but i have to let you down .. You're not human , you're just to insignificant for humanity .
- [ crying] But,Mommy ..
- Now, sugar, I've already told you not to bother Mommy .
- [ looks dumbfounded at her beloved Mommy ]
- Just fake a smile for Mommy!
- [ smiles]
- There you go! Now.. Move along... Mommy's busy ! [ To herself] As far as i can remember , last time I checked this whirlpool-eyed girls was far away, covered with dust and oblivion . [ out loud] Go play in your plastic cage! you know you're just as fake and plastic as the love we never even consider feeling for you!
- But i just wanted to say ..
- [ angry] Move along now, child! GO!
- [ fading away ] ... that i love you, Mommy!

[ two days later]

- Dear Bunny, do you think bunnies are happy?
- Oh yes..bunnies are always happy !
- And do you think i could become a bunny?
- [avoiding her wet eyes] Why don't better become a human?
- Mommy said I'm not good enough for humanity .. Do you think the bunny-kind thinks the same?
- I.. don't.. know.. [ confused and emberessed ]
- Maybe if you could only love me .. jsut a little bit..i could become.. ehm.. a bunny..just like you..
- But you know that's impossible.. I can't love you.. I just can't!
- Please.. Please.. Please..

[ an hour later]
- I cleaned up my bed
But he still lays there being dead…
What did he do?
Where shall I go to?
What will become with me and my pride
Now that my bunny committed suicide?

My bunny will have a good burial
While he’s attending The Big Trial
He couldn’t love me , so I cried
I think I killed him, am I right?
My bunny lays dead on the ground.

I’m sitting here, writing to you
Hoping to now next what to do.
My bunny’s dead and happy now,
He’s at eight feet beneath the ground!

[ for herself ] I just wanted to say that i love you! [ sigh ]

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